Tessa re-did my xanga. I like it.

I'm feeling lonely.

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http://www.xanga.com/polkadottedshamrocks ..it's new..it's mine. Love it. ... lilsweetsam is a little too... not me. You'll be amazed at how much my new one looks exactly like this one, with a different name.

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Today was has been fun. Helina picked me up at 11, and we went to see who was all at the football game. We were there for like, 5minutes. heh. Then we went to Taco Bell. Ate food. Then we drove out to GVM and walked around. I bought a super soft fleece hoodie from AE and Helina bought a purse from Old Navy. Then we saw Alfie. It was cute. Definetly a movie girls would like. Not sure if guys would like it. It made me miss Jacob. *sigh* Stupid him and being grounded. I won't get to talk or see him at all this weekend. That's lame. *sad face* I'm about to go hang out with Christina for a little bit. She's such a sweetheart. I love her! <3333

Well, I should go! oxox

..So, Christina picked me up right around 6, and we drove around randomly. We talked a bunch. I really got to know her. She's a sweetheart!! She dropped me off at home a little before 7. Then my mom and I went out to eat at Salerno's. It was super yummy. We talked religion. It was interesting. I'm glad she's accepting of me, and my 'not believing in god'. It was fun. Then we came home and watched Where the Heart Is. I love that movie. But, watching two 'chick flicks' today, made me miss Jacob..a lot. I always get lonely when watching girl movies. I hate that he's grounded. I'm used to talking to him everyday. Stupid grades.

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Howdy Kids. Today was a lot better than yesterday!! Jacob didn't suck quite so much. heh.

I'm currently getting my hang out on with Miss Tessa! w00t. I've missed this. We're going with my mom to see Alfie tonight...Jude Law = yum *drool* We wanted to see I <3 Huckabees but it's not playing anywhere near here. So, there goes that idea. --Turns out..we didn't see a movie at all. Grapevine Mills is crazy on Friday nights. So we just drove around and ended up back at my house with Taco Bell and Wendy's. Ate and watched some TV. It was a good night though...

Today in LEAP we had this guy come talk to us about Islam and such. Parts of it were really interesting. It's so funny how much stuff the media makes you believe about Islam that isn't really true. Crazy.

Tomorrow should be so much fun. I'm excited.

Sunday is all for Nicole. yay-uh!!

Well, have a great evening

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Today has been a horrible day, so please just leave me alone and let me cry by myself.

..Christina, McKaye, Dave, Helina... I love you all very much. Thanks for making me smile.

I guess I could explain to you why my day was so horrible. Or I could not. I don't think I will.

My mom made me feel like 1000times better. She's such an awesome lady. Tonight I explained to her about my day, and how I no longer have plans tomorrow, and so she and I are going to go see I <3 Huckabees tomorrow night. And I'm sure we'll go out to dinner too. It should be fun. She's fun. And she took me to Shakes, because ice cream like things always make me feel better. I <3 her.

Tomorrow could end up being just as horrible as today. Lets hope not.

My instrument was in the shop for over a week. Is it fixed? No! I got it back today, and got all excited, brought it home to practice..started to play some notes, and it still has the same problem. Ah. I am so mad right now. I hate playing on my marching horn. I want my nice one. Bitches.

I heard Mrs. Hopkins yelled at all these girls in her class today for being rude. And it's all those girls that no one ever yells at. The "sweet" ones. Who never do wrong. And are so innocently stupid that it hurts. Yeah, those girls. She yelled at them for talking and called them rude. I love Mrs. Hopkins!

I have these stupid Spanish flashcards to do. How ghetto is that? I'm in the 10th grade, and I still have to color, cut and paste. WTF mates? Gr. I hate it.

I'm looking forward to this weekend. Friday night I hope I get to hang out with Jacob. But he mentioned something about being grounded. *shrugs* Saturday I'm hanging out with Miss Helina. And just Miss Helina! I'm excited!! And Sunday, I think Nicole and I are going to get our "hang out" on. w00t!!

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